Anorexia Nervosa help..?

Im 14 years old and lost about 32 pounds since Januaray. I was 117 at maximum now im a 89 lbs. When I was losing the weight by eating very little. salads only and fruits, no meat or diary products, cutting it all out . running about 2 miles everyday. I didn't realized that I was considered anorexic when people that cared for me realized how skinny i got . I stopped running on March and started to "try" and eat normally again. It was really hard because when you dont have your appetite for food, and you are scared of getting fat, its pretty easy to say NO to ice cream. bow i am still 89 lbs . Every once in a while i would feel really bad about eating. I would look at labels again and go on the nasty cycle of eating no meat ( i tryed eating beans and rice ) and im not gaining my weight back someone please help me !